This last week everything hit me. I am really leaving. Before it was all talk about something happening in the future and you just kind of brush it off like yeah eventually. But no turns out I am really leaving in two and a half weeks. It hit me when I dropped my brother off for his first day of school. I went inside to see what was going on and I was on the outside looking in. It was weird and that is when it hit me that I am not longer apart of this world. I have to move on ready of not. Life doesn't stop and wait till you are ready. It just keeps on going and you have to dive in and keep up.
I am leaving four of the best friends I have ever had. They are not coming with me and that breaks my heart. I am leaving my home town for the first time in my life. Everything is new and sort of scary. But I am most heartbroken about the people I am leaving behind. The fact that they will go on adventures with out me and have inside jokes that I won't be apart of.
It is strange how life just kind of comes along one day and slaps you upside the head with reality and your life as you know it changes. But the time has come for me to spread my winds and jump out of the nest.
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