This summer before I leave for college is the longest one of my life. My brother will go back to school before I will. It is good in some sense, I have a chance to get things done before I go. But it also is bad because it delays the inevitable, me leaving. It has been causing my family, and I to lash out and yell at each other. The stress has been getting to everyone in weird ways. Little things cause us to get upset and freak out. It is irritating and frustrating. I want it to stop yet it is easier just to live upset and irritated at everyone sometimes.
Sometimes, I just want to hurry up and move so that I can get settled and everything can calm down. Yet I know that if that happens things will never be the same. I will never live with my family ever again. I know I need to appreciate what I have while I have it, but sometimes it is just hard.
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